I've known Eugene Han Kar Wai since i was workin' for him as he happens to be my boss. OKayy i know i know.. being married to one's own boss is kinda hilarious but trust me, LOVE is really THAT hilarious.Well, he seemed interested in me, at least everyone told me so.. He'll texts me or calls me up a couple of times a day. I was really touched when he was willing to come pick me up from Teluk Intan to the doctor when i was sick. I was staying in Ipoh that time.

Unfortunately, there were no Happy Endings YET. He is Un-available anymore. Well, specificly, he has already got himself a galfriend. Well, i've gotta admit of cos i was disappointed but there's nothing i could do that time. Believe me, i m so not the bitchy type who chases away one's partner.My heart was obviously with him but i still asked him to introduce his fren to me. Its just a move to let me feel better. Well, he did intoduce his fren to me and i was like fall to his fren. Its real complicated and un-explainable actually. I said i fall for his fren but it happens tht i was stil in Love with him. Its like a part of me wanna stay with him ; Its like my heart is still with him ; Its like i m so not listening to the white angel in my head. Of cos, i m not listenin' to the dark angel as well. i repeat, i m not da s l u t or the v i x e n. i m possesive, BUT i don't STEAL!

We figured out sumthg at last. We chose to leave our partners finally. Well, i know. mayb ppl out thr think i m cruel or even selfish. i m so not denying that. I m not fickle like the fortune or weather. I know when i truly Love sum1.I swear i m not Foolin' around and i won't! So, why m i doin this? Well, u'll probably get the answers from the book which captures the quintessential of humanism. Don't Ask Me. It wasn't me who controls everithing. Love is out-of-control and I m too out-of-control.


Not long after, Rumours said it all~ They embody MY cruelness MY selfishness plus MY disloyalness MY badness. WATEVER. i was like a stellar tht time. but the difference is that i happens to be the bad stellar in other ppl's mouth. It was like i was the R u n t. I would never ever steal one's partner. So, don't put the blame on me when your man chooses me OVER you. You're just not that good for him and ADMIT that already~


That time, our relationship was not that strong YET. Break-ups did happen loads of times. The thing is, we're still BOUNDED. Its like FATE. I sound superstitious right now but i really believe our Love can make it. Obstacles can be Overcome and we'll stand out at last to be announced as Husband-and Wife. We've gone thru so much in so little time. It teaches us alot of things from Understanding and Forgiving each other to Appreciating each other.


This all ain't easy to us. We may be fighting over some pointless rumours by him, her or them when other couples are having candlelights dinner. We may be quarellin'over some fuckin' nonsence when other couples are lolling around. I had received severe criticism but i stay on. Finally, i decided to move to Teluk Intan for gaining his trust and to avoid unwanted misunderstandings. I was once in a very seedy condition where all of his friends didn't really agree our relationship. And so part of the reason to move to Teluk Intan is to prove to everyone out there i m truly with him, not bitching around with sum1 else. Its really a tough experience which lasted for about 2 years.


The good news is we managed to went thru all of tht rubbish shit and we ended up stil around each other's waists. Thru all this, we Love each other even more bit by bit. We care for each other really much.


We're registered on 11th of August 2006 with everyone's heads' nodding. We're so married now. I m once and for all Mrs Han. MAYBE THERE ARE Some ppl out there are still tryin' real hard to win my husband's heart. Well, here's a kind advice for u: Kindly move ur butt away from Mr Han Kar Wai as he's now onli available for me. I m so gonna seize him as tight as i can. PERASAN CASE!!( HE IS NOT TAT GOOD ACTUALY)


This man, Eugene Han,i Love him reali much and i couldn't ever let go of our Love. We will stay together forever no matter what havoc or mayhem happens.


To all hu approved us, Thank You, u're the best!

To whoever hu says no to our relationship, Please Get A Life.
(u noe hu u r)