YOUR STORY TOUCHES THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
SOMETIMES BACK THE "L" WORD DIDN'T MATTER TO ME MUCH.
I NEVER REALLY GAVE IT MUCH THOUGHT.
BUT SOMETHING HAPPENED, THAT CHANGED ME.
YOU CAN NEVER REALLY APPRECIATE SOMEONE'S FAITH IN LOVE UNLESS YOUR'S HAS BEEN COMPLETELY SHATTERED AND TORMENTED.
I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LIVE WITH THE CONSTANT FEELING OF LOVING SOMEONE WHO IS NOT AROUND YOU OR EVEN WHO LOVES SOMEONE ELSE.
THESE THINGS TOOK MY FAITH OFF THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
GOD IS ABSENT. HE'S NOT THE UBIQUITOUS ONE. ITS LOVE THAT IS.
IT TURNED ME INTO AN ATHEIST.
I DON'T KNOW YOU BOTH BUT STILL THEIR WILL OCCUR A PRAYER FROM MY HEART NOT TO THE GOD WHO DESTROYED YOUR LOVE LITERALLY BUT TO THE BELIEF OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO STILL HAVE FAITH IN TRUE LOVE.
YOU MIGHT RECEIVE A LOT MSGS SAYING LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON; YOUR ANCHORAGE IS NOT BEFORE DEATH AND ALL SUCH STUFF.
BUT I'D REALLY LIKE YOU TO SEE THE BEAUTIFUL WORLD AROUND YOU.
I CAN'T REALLY SAY THAT THEIR WILL BE SOMEONE WHO WOULD LOVE YOU MORE.
BUT GIVE LIFE ONE MORE CHANCE IF SHE TRAILS YOU SOMEDAY.
NEVER EVER LOSE COURAGE, FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, FOR EVEN WORSE IS UNIMAGINABLE.
LIGHTNING NEVER STRIKES THE SAME PLACE AGAIN, SO WHATEVER HAPPENS NOW SHOULD BE FOR YOUR GOOD AND MALAYESH'S PEACE.
PEOPLE LOVE YOUR ENDURANCE.
I SALUTE AND RESPECT YOUR LIFE FOR YOUR LOVE.
MAY HIS SOUL REST IN PEACE..

Hi. Good site.

May Sri Ma help you find your peace someday.. You shall be in my prayers

So sorry to hear this, dear. Couldn't belive it when I read it on Times Of India. How many love stories last post campus? But none this sad. Have faith. Love,
Mayuri

Hi Khoosbu,
I am really falling short of words in expressing my condolence. Malayesh was a well known SoC n Cult Champ at Nehru Hall and I had known him in person. Never knew that would be writing his condolence just two years after graduating. Don't know how you are facing this ruthlessness of life. All I can say is that gather as much courage as you can to live the rest of it...May his soul rest in peace.

Be strong and takecare.

Hi, I don't know either of you, but am so sad to hear of your news. I know you will be getting lots of other emails telling you how life will have to go on, keep the sweet memories, etc..but these are all words only at the end of the day. Only God can help you and show you the way. There are many times in life when I have felt so alone inspite of being around family & friends. Often I have wanted to do something desperate or impulsive but when I am infront of Shivji or Mata Devi, their palm is facing me...telling me wait ! I am blessing you ! I am with you! Just wait! Show me patience !
That is all I have to say. Just go, as often as you need to, whenever you feel so alone, so sad, so uterly defeated, and God will be with you.
With love,
Debbie

Hi, I don't know either of you, but am so sad to hear of your news. I know you will be getting lots of other emails telling you how life will have to go on, keep the sweet memories, etc..but these are all words only at the end of the day. Only God can help you and show you the way. There are many times in life when I have felt so alone inspite of being around family & friends. Often I have wanted to do something desperate or impulsive but when I am infront of Shivji or Mata Devi, their palm is facing me...telling me wait ! I am blessing you ! I am with you! Just wait! Show me patience !
That is all I have to say. Just go, as often as you need to, whenever you feel so alone, so sad, so uterly defeated, and God will be with you.
With love,
Debbie

Dear Khushboo,
My heartfelt condolence. Am from the 2006 batch, and have seen you and Malayesh during college days. Its a big loss for anyone who knew Malayesh. Hope you get all the strength needed to get through this.

How I wish I could have posted u a wish here today.. heartfelt condolences.. but life doesn't end here.. take care

Dear Khushboo,

I never knew you both. I came across your website recently through a friend and I am sorry for your loss.....May his soul rest in peace.
I read your blog and have no idea what to say but would like to say this much only - Believe in your love and it will give you strength.

Dear Khusbhoo, I know you guys through a friend. I want you to be strong and belive in your love. Love is eternal and 'Miracles' do happen. He will come back to you in some form and that should keep you going. Live your life the way he wanted you to live; happily and with strength. He is there somewhere seeing you, belive me. Feel that he is with you and make this feeling your reason to live.

God bless

Dear Khushboo,
It was really unfortunate what happened. Although I do not know you guys but I am really feeling very bad to hear this. May god give you a lot of strength in your future life. I am sure that these terrorist should get much more punishment, which they did for innocent peoples. Shame on them.......

Let the love remain immortal!We had our tearful condolence in the deptt. of Architecture and Planning at IIT Kharagpur.We only pray to the Almighty that He should give you more strength to bear this great loss! You two together will be in our hearts for ever!Let his soul rest in peace!

I shocked when I knew this news. When I was in XLRI Library I found you were the only girl of finest among all... Why God is punishing to such type of girl. God bless u…

May his soul rest in peace.

I owe a lot to Malayesh's father.

It's been more than 10 years since I saw Malayesh and now I wish destiny had not brought me to this website at this time.

Nothing can be more heart-wrenching than writing this on this webpage. Khushboo, I hope you get the strength to deal with your grief.

May God grant you the strength to deal with your loss...
I cant say i feel your pain exactly as it is becuase that would be a lie, but i can imagine what it must be like.. I'm sorry.. God bless you
If this will make u feel any better... Hugs!

I have nothing to say on my own. But have something that I've heard and believe, though:

When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing
of a physical wound.

Let the process happen.

Trust that nature
will do the healing.
Know that the pain will pass,
and, when it passes,
you will be stronger,
happier, more sensitive and aware.

--Mel Colgrove ("How to Survive the Loss of a Love")

hey khushboo dis page ws meant 4 ur marriage wishes n i'll do d same.sounds little irrelevant bt i knw dat he is der inside u,in ur mind,in ur heart n in ur soul.u ppl r nt separeted,u'll have 2 live on wth malayesh.

We at Urban Infra share your grief and your great immeasurable loss. Its not the same in office any more with two ever smiling faces gone in a flash. Please accept our deepest sympathies. Life will never be the same again for you, we know. But take courage and move on! Remember, in these hours of pain, these are Malayesh’s words for you….

I am the wind,
I am the rain,
I am the sunlight through your windowpane.

I am the leaf turning brown in the fall,
I’m the faintest whisper on the breeze when you call

I’m the scent of the flowers that fills the spring air,
I am all around you,
I am everywhere.

I will always be with you from this moment on,
In your every dance, your every song.
You see when we move on we never truly die,
We become one with nature,
We unify.

Take care my precious one
On my passing don’t dwell,
Remember the love we shared together

See you again someday
All is well.

Love always,
Malayesh

Khushboo,
I don't know you or Malayesh and got to know about this from a friend.But can understand what you must be going through.I just pray that you gather enough strength to face this .Make your memories your strength.God bless you

Malayesh-R.I.P

Really sorry to hear this... may his soul rest in peace and u get the courage to live on.

You dont know me ;

Neither do I know you.

I just came across this website when ma friend told me

My sympathies are with you and your family.
I prayFor Malayesh Soul and To give you thr courage to face the future
Shreyas

well i dnt knw u ppll .. and i knw this msg wnt make any diff to you life girl....

Malay .. Man - RIP
Khus - well God bless you dear ...

Dear Khushboo, I am a colleague of Malayesh. I am still shocked at what has happened and not yet able to believe that Malayesh is no more. Malayesh was very happy that he was getting married. I gave him good wishes for a happy married life by email and he also said thanks for the good wishes. All my sympathies are with you. When we are not able to digest this fact, I can understand your plight. May god give you the strength to bear with this loss.

You dont know me at all;

Neither do I know you.

I just came across this website while searching for something else.

It is a most poignant, heart-rending chapter in your life.

My sympathies are with you and your families.

Being an agnostic, I dont pray. But, do have courage to face the future and all that holds for you. mohan

Hi Khushboo...Really at a loss of words...heard the shattering news today from my brother (a good fren of Malayesh in IITkgp)...our prayers are with you dear...

Dear Khushboo,

I don't know what to say. I am writing to you here because I haven't used/had my orkut account in a long time. I heard about what happened from my cousin Ganesh, who was with you at XLRI.

I hope God gives you the courage and strength to remain the wonderful person that I know you to be- somehow. Take care.

I so much hate to use this forum for what it was not created for. It's an absolute shocker...Never knew that I would be writing this and I do not know if you will ever read it.It has been a loss which no words can can make good. Such a cruelty at the hands of events, absolute disbelief.Saying things like be brave and face it and what not which as a friend I feel like telling but I do not know what to say!! I do not have the courage to even call you...what would I tell...I just do not know how would I hear the sobs or wailings of a girl who I never saw even tense during entire campus and with whom talking to has been so delightful that no minutes would be without either you or me laughing!!
But then as a friend of yours, I must say that we never know the destiny till we reach there.It has been cruel end to your best story and my sympathies are with you.Life will never be the same...but you have to live and live with life...would like to see you your usual self, once again. May the Goddess who has given you this grief may give you strength to deal with this as well.
In this Mumbai attack, Humanity and human emotions are the casualty.You suffered for no fault of yours.It is only you who have to come out of this and as a friend I can't do much except for helping you to come to terms with this reality.May the departed soul rest in peace.You must think that he will not like to see you sad for long at his untimely demise.He wanted to give you happiness and he will love to see you fight back rather than crumbling down.Be brave.

khushboo
may god give u courage to bear this pain...have faith in urself.."love has no end..its eternal...god bless u..!

Khusboo,

May God give you the strength to deal with the situation. Our best wishes, support and strength are with you.

Rhishi
Class of 1998

I'm literally crying, I cannot express my emotions after reading your eternal love story. I'm too a second year student of IIT KGP and I'm praying to GOD that may his soul rest in peace and I'm also praying for you khusboo...I know it's hard to face this but please try to gather strength as Malayesh would be seeing from his world. So, for him please strengthen yourself and I cannot type more........

Will miss you man!!... May god bless your soul....

Dear Khushboo,
Really sorry for the loss. Nothing can fill in this gap in our lives. Please be strong and take care. God bless you...
Regards,
Abhishek Dahiya

Dear Kushboo,

The entire nation is with you in this hour of sorrow and grief. I can understand that God is brutal at times and we fall helpless at his actions, however he will surely show you direction as times passes by.

Any wound minor or major takes time to heal but they surely leave their scars forever so that we move on with our lives yet cherish the memories of the past.

I happend to learn about Malayesh from a colleague of mein who is from IIT Kharagpur.

Malayesh's loss is a irreversible loss for the entire nation and I am falling short of words to express my grief over what has happend.

I pray to the almighty that such a episode should never appear in anyone's life and I wish the lord gives you and your loved ones all the much needed strength/courage to overcome the loss.

May his soul rest in peace.

Chetan.

I have no words to comfort those grieving..I didn't know the happy couple until they weren't any longer...I can only say this...

actually still bereft of words...

all I can offer is my sincere condolences..I know its not enough but they are all I have for u.....

This is Life dear Khushboo..jst try n u'll overcome it all.

Malayesh,

may your soul rest in peace.

Sumanta

Dear Malayesh,

May your soul rest in peace.

Dear Malayesh,

May your soul rest in peace.

Dear Malayesh,

May your soul rest in peace.

-Deepanjan

Khusboo,
I just know Malayesh by face in IIT.Even I am feeling sad and helpless from the past three days.I can think how it is for you.Please try to cope up. He would be watching you all the time.

Until I saw this site, you guys were just names for me. The TV channels were showing Malayesh's parents' grief. But when I read everything in here, I realised that you guys had already created your own world with just the two of you. Sometimes life can be very cruel & completely ruthless. I know what it is like to lose someone who is the very essence of one's existence. All I can say is try to be strong for his soul, he is there watching over you and will always be with you Khushboo. God will ensure that the people who did this to both of you and their entire kith and kin will never ever rest in peace. We are all there for you, please reach out in case you need to talk.

May your soul rest in peace.

May his soul rest in peace... Dont have words for such a tragedy... I Hope you and his family to recover soon...

I came to know about you through my friend.. I am so sorry for you!! Malayesh is always with you.. May you get the courage to get past with this tragic incident..

I know you through a friend guys..and what he told me kind of stuck in my mind. You became one 7 years back...and Malayesh will continue to be in Khushboo for eternity...since you two have always been and are one.

Its quite shocking to know that such a happy life got destroyed in minutes.
May you get the strength o bear this tragic moment.

I'm sorry for whatever has happened and it is so unfair to all of you. May his soul rest in peace, and may Khushboo di get the courage and strength to face tomorrow. Wherever he is, he will always want you to be happy.

God is no where there.We are wrongly trusting god.I miss you my friend.
Arun Kumar

May his soul rest in peace

May god give you the strength to face this, and may his soul rest in peace ...

May God be with you today and forever

Khushboo may god give u courage through sail thru the toughest moment in ur life..

I'm so sorry!!!

congrats!!!
this is really cute thing yu guys have done. loved the idea!!!

Hi Malayesh and Khushboo..

Wish u both a happy and prosperous married life..The love story was too good(Reminded me of Karan Johar Movies)..All the best for a happy life

Congratulations......
May all your cherished dreams come true.......

Hey Malayesh & Kushboo..

Wishing you guys a very happy married life..

Best Regards,
Vimal

Malayesh...congrats...adorable love story..Khushboo you haven't officially met HIS official colleagues....Looking forward to meeting You in person...

Congratulations...to the two of you....

"Stayin single is chic, divorce is in vogue, living in is common, extra-marital is happening and here you are gonna be Happily Married...:o)))

All the best...to a life long together...

Hey many congratulations...for your "happily ever after :)"

Badhai ho mallu .....and khusbu aapko bhi.

wish you a great` And they lived happy ever after ` thing....

Hearty congratulations to both you guys!
Wish you a wonderful married life ahead..

Have a wonderful life ahead!!!

Lots of love
Nirajana

Heartiest Congratulations and All the best wishes in the world for the lucky couple....

Daddy, mubaarak ho.

heyyyyy!! many many many many congratulations! put some pics..its been so long since i have seen u guys!

Greaatttt Malloo......Congrattsss......nd this invit really rockss.

Hey Guys... Congratulations and Best wishes for a happy wedded life...
Nice pre-nup... but knowing Malayesh, am sure he would be the first one to break it... if ever it is!! ;-P

Congrats buddy...both our wedding dates are very close to each other...so let's give each other a reminder before every anniversary lest that we get beaten black and blue :D :D. Jokes apart, here's wishing you and Khushboo a very happy married life!

Many congratulations to both of you.. wish you ahead a great life full of fun and frolic..enjoy! tc :)

Dude and dudette! Nice site! i really liked Pre-Nuptial agreement, though under construction! Congrats guys, have a happy married life!

Well, first thoughts after reading the Pre-Nuptial agreement - "Are you guys seriously marrying each other?" hehe.. all in lighter vein..Cheers and good luck!

Sahi hai bhai....
Mallu Khushboo ki Jodee ko
hamaree bahut saree badhai...

khoob aish karo ...phulo phalo
apne natkhatpan ko barkarar rakho

Congratulations and best wishes to both of you!! Thats one cute love story. Hope to see you both in Patna on Dec 6th.

Congrats and wish you two a happy life ahead!!
This site is sooo cuuuute. Great job! And I found the pre-nups highlarious!!!

CONGRATULATIONS guys....keep in mind that marriage is like a wine, always gets better with time :)...I know you guys will be happy together... wish u a future full of fun and happinesssss. And I am sorry that I wont be able to attend your weeding..

Hey Khushboo & Malayesh, many congratulations to both of you! May God give you all the happiness & joy of this world :)

Many many congratulations to both of u...May you have a blessed life together !!!

Congratulations!!! :)

Khushboo & malayesh...wish u both loads & loads of happiness...many congratulations!!

congrats.. very happy for you

Meooooww.
Congratulations!