Ok, I am going to start this off by saying- if you want some sweet innocent love tale, you might want to go rent a video instead or reading our site, however if you really want to know about us, please continue!

Lets just get started with the big, double whammy, as some may say...
When I "met" Seth I was not only married, but I had in tow, two beautiful perfect children, at the time ages 6 years old and 3 years old). There, that's not so bad is it?
Well it gets beter...

I was stuck in a rut, in a bad loveless marriage you could say. My ex husband and I were living seperate lives and had pretty much abandoned the whole love, honor and cherish thing. I had been married for a good chunk of time(since I was 19 years old) when Star Wars came into my life. Star Wars you say? WTF? Yes, I am sad to say that there isn't too much romance in the whole Star Wars thing but it's true and it is a big part of my story.

I met Seth while playing a video game. My ex husband had been playing the online game when I decided to give it a try having no interest in the game, the movie, the hype, any of it. But it soon became my own world. Instead of "playing" I would use the online expereince to chat with other people. I was able to forget how miserable I was at home with someone who could care less if I was around. It may have been just a game but it brought my self confidence back. Ammong those online people, was Seth. We chatted more and more everyday. He seemed so real and honest and very trusting. And over some time we became very close; even calling and sending mail to each other. Then one day he came up for a visit with one of his friends in tow.... Now, to all those girls out there, DONT TRY THIS AT HOME! I have heard some really bad stories since then that make me cringe! However, I lucked out. Fast forward****
Seth soon moved up to Northern California and with time came romance and then comes.........baby!
When our daughter was born I could tell that Seth really wanted marriage in his future. I on the other hand having gone through a bad marriage and even more hostile divorce, saw no point to "getting a piece of paper." But over time I have began to see what I really have in my life now. Seth is such an amazing person. He is gentle, strong, calm and soft spoken.He grows and evolves in a positive way every day. He loves me so much and I feel it all the time. He puts up with my mood swings, PMS, and temper tantrums. He loves me and our children completely and takes such good care of his family. Anyone who can take me on is someone to hold on to and to love. I also fell in love with Seth's family! having nothing in common, never fully feeling accepted with my ex's mother, I can say now that I have genuine love for his family. they are so important to me. They have taken me and these children in when they could have made our lives (especially mine) hell. They have shown love to our children from day one. They are completely stable and secure and I have just fallen head over heels. Who could ever pass this by right? -On a side note, I knew Seth and I were for real, when after a really bad fight, even though I was mad at him, I mean really really mad, I still saw us getting through it, being together. Which I don't know about you, but was a new one for me.
So here we are planning our wedding! This is it, I didn't get to have a wedding the first time around and I am really getting into the girly-ness that is all involved! Well, here we go!

OMG!!! I am getting MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!