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Financial Woes
I have such a headache regarding this wedding. i"m so tired of paying for it. I really wish it was already all paid for by now :( Everytime I turn around something else is due for it. ON top of that we both ave rent, and our other bills too. This should all be paid off by the end of October thankfully. but I'm so tired. getting married is way too expensive :( sorry, just needed to vent. thankfully the wedding is almost here. and we can start to save for...
It's getting closer!
4 months, 3 weeks, and 4 days to be exact! The good news is all my vendors are paid off! The only thing is I have to put 1,000 still in my savings for part of the bar bill which shouldnt be a big deal. I figure I can have that done by the end of July. I'm going back home in less than two weeks to have my first dress fitting! I'm not sure how thrilled I am about that since I have gained some weight since the time my dress was ordered. I'm going to work on...
Yay!
I feel like I got a lot accomplished for this wedding this past weekend. I paid off my Videographer. He got 1,140 dollars. I stuck 1,000 in my savings to help towards the "bar bill". I paid 100 on my cake, and I ordered our invitations! It finally feels like its all coming together. I still have to finish paying off the cake, pay the florist, pay the pianist, stick some money in savings for my make up artist. Everything else is just little things...
So, yesterday I had a breakdown
I know this is supposed to be a wedding blog, but I don't have much wedding stuff to say other than I paid 400 dollars to the Videographer and hope to have him paid off next week, and that I'm ordering our invitations. Yay! But, I had a breakdown in the living room yesterday while my fiance was at work. If you don't know what I'm talking about please see my blog posting before this. I just started bawling and screaming "why" to God. "Why are you doing this to...
Well, forget the surprise...
We weren't going to tell anyone until I had my first appointment, (which wasnt supposed to be until May 7th) but I found out I was pregnant again. The reason why we were going to wait was because I lost a baby 6 months ago. Well, I started bleeding, It started with an ER visit, and then a follow up trip to my dr who told me everything looked okay, I was 4 weeks according to my Ultrasound, even though I thought I was 6 weeks. I was able to see the...
Surprise
Wow. I certainly got the surprise of my life two days ago. I can't say what it is just yet. But it is certainly a big WOW. Stay tuned to find out what it is....
Weddings and Weight
So, I realize that I'm a big. I really really know that. Some people really irritate me though about my weight. They make it sound like I can only be pretty on my day if I am thin. While I am *trying* there is no way even if I lose up to 50 lbs that I will be thin in time for my wedding. I will still.be.fat For the record, its not my family or my fiance. Just random people. but it hurts and I wish they would leave me alone about...
7 months, 1 week, 2 days to go!
Just some random thoughts this morning. I noticed everyone at work is always telling me how this planning time will just fly by. but honestly it doesn't feel that way for me. It feels SLOW. it feels like we've been engaged F-O-R-E-V-E-R. and its honestly only been since the end of September. Maybe its because I feel I haven't goten much accomplished yet, I dont know. My photographer is totatally paid off. The church rental is totally...
